Glass Chatroom Board

Thanks, my glassies. I wake up each morning at the exact time he died, and just can not connect the dots yet. I keep thinking he will walk in the door or call out from the next room. This weather isn't helping (wind, ice, cold). I can't seem to get going planning the celebration. I'd honestly like to go to bed and stay there. It may sound odd but I talk to him a lot. It was my job to care for him for so long it's hard to switch gears. Kids think I need to get myself to the beach (they will arrange it). Maybe so?